lalala ~
I lied. Haha, told Stephie I'll blog about Monday on Tuesday, and forgot all about it coz I didn't come online last night.
"Click" was worth my $7. It's been a while since I watched a good movie. And yes, it brought tears to my eyes too. Lucky thing they decided to liven up the mood abit just before those tears rolled down my cheeks. Heh.
Walked around for a while while waiting, and nearly died of boredom. The new Cathay's still very new, and most of the shops weren't even opened yet! Thank god for Adidas, which helped wasted a little time. Stephie and I were eyeing so many jackets, but the sky-high price tags were such a turn off.
So, I realised only 2 days ago that the dates aren't showing in all my entries. Need some help with that.
Successfully uploaded a few songs into my phone, but that's like less than 10 songs or something, and the phone memory's already full! Zzzz, such an idiot when it comes to gadgets...
A slip of the tougue last night in the car nearly rendered me a no-go for k-box tmr. Felt a little stifled for a while, but oh wells...
-phew-
haha
tagged again.
INSTRUCTIONS:1. Do the following without complaining.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you've completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say that he/she has been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.
FAVOURITES:
color: none
food: i live to eat
songs: too many to be named
movie: too many to be named
sport: cycling
day of the week: Saturday
season: Autumn
ice-cream: no favourites (i live to eat, remember?)
CURRENT:
mood: boredom
taste: chocolate (it's chocolate milk that I drink every night)
clothes: spaghetti top and my secondary school pe shorts (haha)
desktop: some default background in my laptop that's called "peace"
time: 2246
surroundings: (on the table) magazines, handphone, pencil holder with the necessary contents, house phone, water bottle, tupperware containers containing sweets and cookies, my electronic keyboard
annoyance: that i'm have been unproductive for the past few days
FIRSTS:
best friend: Felicia, with whom I was classmates with for all my 6 years in primary school
crush: my kindergarten classmate
movie: uh, think it was Aladdin
music: uh, those videos showing small kids singing and dancing
LASTS:
cigarette: i haven't even held one between my fingers
drink: chocolate milk
ride: the peterpan flight, or was it the haunted mansion...(heh)
movie: Click
phone call: to mum, whom grandma wanted to speak to
CD: Cao Ge's
HAVE YOU EVER:
dated one of your best friends: no
been arrested: no
skinny-dipped: no
been on tv: no
kissed someone you don't know: no
THINGS:
4 things you did today:
1) played games
2) watched "Click"
3) watched television programmes
4) had my meals
sounds you can hear right now: my typing, my laptop cooler, the presenters on Emmy Awards
the Chosen Five to do this!
1. Fang
2. Hanyong
3. Yiang Shan
4. Wilson
5. Jia Hui
First day of hols
Exams are finally done!
But the results will be another matter to worry about.
This semester's been anything but nice.
I'm ever so glad it's
this close to the end (not really the end yet, cuz results are still pending)
That aside, it's the hols!!!
Happy, people?
But, it's only the first day, and I feel my brains slowly wasting away, and I'm bored.
So, yes, it's that empty feeling again.
The irony...
I wanna buy that pair of wedges, yet when offered, I said nvm, it's expensive.
Cuz I consider a lot of issues regarding a purchase
- Do I really need it? Will I use it after buying it?
- Is it too expensive? What's the possibility of getting a similar item somewhere else, at a cheaper rate?
and...
etc. etc. which I can't think of right now. haha.
But ya.
So now you know, I don't do purchases at whim,
or in another sense,
I'm a miser. Haha...
me...oh, and you people
7 random facts about me:I am a girl.
I like to sing. (haha,yes,but whether I can really sing or not is another matter)
I am such a tv addict.
I am a procrastinator.
My juniors called me "soonee", and now, my friends call me "soonie"
I freak out during exams, and always make my friends confused, I think.
I have friends, and family. =)
7 things that scares me:
EXAMSEXAMSEXAMS.
Horror movies. (the after-effects are terrible)
Weird guys. (oh yes...)
Being in the limelight. (being invisible isn't that bad)
Crazy people.
Being insane and losing my mind.
Losing the use of my hands.
7 fav songs at the moment:Here Without You (3 Doors Down)
Superman (Five for Fighting)
I DO (Rain)
Unbreakable (Westlife)
Greatest Story Ever Told (Oliver James)
What Makes You Different (Backstreet Boys)
Breathe (Anna Nalick)
7 things i like most:My gadgets
TV
Feeling that I belong
Hanging out in small groups
My room
Heart-to-heart talks (haha...)
Daydreaming
7 people to do this *$##$^* quiz:Stephanie Ng
Stephanie Soo
Baoyi
Jiahui
Shu Juan
Fang
Liuyin
Surprised I even took time out to complete this. It made me realise there isn't alot I'm actually afraid of...
Maybe it's because the ONE thing I'm really afraid of now are my impending papers. =s
my 2 hour adventure with tax
So eventful today, for 2 hours at least...
Just when I happily started writing like about 3 lines of tax computation, and after a couple of calculations, my calculator decided to die on me.
Yes,
OH MY GOD. Can I emphasise enough???That was how bad it was, given how I was only 15 min into computing. I had barely completed 12% of my paper.
I swear I felt the tears threatening to come out and my heart stop for a while.
So ya, with all that banging/tapping/slapping my calculator at 3/4/5/ intervals and REALLY fervent praying, I, uh, survived. (hesitant cos' only the results will determine if I really survived tax)
ARGHZ.
1 down, 4 more to go.
I just need to get off that awful box for a while more...like only A WHILE more....
So I remembered praying very fervently for a pass in sem 1, and yes, another time in sem 2.
EVERYTIME when I start studying really intensively at the 11th hour, I would quietly promise myself never to leave it till the last minute again.
SO WHY NOW?!
It's a vicious cycle that repeats.
I'm such a procrastinator.
In pri sch,
in sec sch,
and now.
WHY DID SUCH A THING AS TV EVEN EXISTED. MY SCV BOX SHOULD JUST BLOW ITSELF UP. and i'll go boohoohoo and perhaps do better for my papers.
=s
a.r.g.h.z
My handphone's a necessity, to me at least.
For the next few hours, nono, make that now, I feel a tat bit handicapped without it.
I missed Sg Idol. I wonder who will be the last 3 standing.
The exams are killing me! Like lil' by lil' each day... the emotional torture's the worst.
Drained mentally.
Like,
hello *knock on brain* anyone in there?No reply.
SEE WHAT I MEAN? (k, maybe it's my own stupid joke,
cue for "ha.ha")...
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not.
A little time-out
Reverse Psychology. Freaky how people exploit that. Never fails to make me think I'm the one in the wrong.
Responsibility's a HEAVY word. It freaks me out just thinking what one shoulders with that one word.
FAILURE's a nasty, and irksome word.
I admit, I hate to fail. IT SUCKS TO FAIL, and I don't want to.
The saying goes, if you fail, try and try again. But really, how many times can we try?
Possible with relation to certain matters, and near to impossible with others.
Some sights you failed to notice, they'll never appear again.
Some words you failed to hear, no one will speak it again.
What crap I've typed. It's the exam blues hitting.
Just really afraid =s
I've had a change of 2 blogskins in a day. How cool is that? Haha...
My cousin found a really dark one with a huge drumset on the top. I quite liked it. Apparently, it didn't go down quite well with BY, who found it too emo and dark. (she claimed that my blogskin should be as sunny as what my blog add suggests).
Hence, she found me another one, which is the one you people are looking at now.
Hugs and kisses to JH and BY. =D
BUT, it's still under construction for the time being, cuz we found some flaws in the new blogskin, so, the dates are all missing for now. Haha, but the tagboard's up and so are the archives, so yay! Haha...
JH stayed over yesterday to complete some stuff and we had a crazy night. She got pretty high, especially when she saw how I revived my dead calculator ;D
Honest to honest, I was dumbfounded too to find my calculator working again.
"we're in this together"Does it mean anything? Do you think...?Maybe I'm just reading too much into it. Haha. 13.8.06
"Huh?! The parade over already ah?! Why so fast de..."
So, I admit I was shocked by the abrupt ending of the celebrations last evening/night.
Last night marked the last episode of Desperate Housewives 2.
It left me thinking if there would be a 3rd series to the show.
Because the ending just made my jaw drop.
Either way, the show would be greatly missed.
Now, I'm half-hooked on Grey's Anatomy already. Not good at all.
I hope I'll find my motivation soon. I'm like struggling with myself.
Like there's this devil and angel within me.
The house's empty. So is my head. =(
Cause you can't jump the track,
we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button girls,
So cradle your head in your hands,
I discovered last night that, though kids are cute to look at, in the literal sense, it gets overbearing keeping them entertained and well taken care of.
I for one, have absolutely no idea how to deal with kids.
I don't know how to cajole them, and haven't the slightest idea how to go about teaching them what red, yellow, blue are, much less which organs are the nose, eyes and mouth.
I do not know how to talk to them in their baby language. Don't bother asking me to do anything other than manage a weak smile at them, and probably try a "hi~" before the smile fades and all they can see is a unfriendly person before they start their bawling sessions again.
Maybe all these will change, somehow, many yrs down the road. Haha...
But right now, I need to
CONCENTRATE. I need some form of motivation, whatever form it takes, and I just don't feel the urge to study! -shrieks-
It's a crazy routine, but I find that I do packing when I get into panick attacks like this. Maybe because after packing, you see the end result almost instantaneously (a clean clothes cupboard, clean drawers, and a pile of notes stacked up properly according to modules)
Maybe it allows for some self-comforting that I DID get something done today, other than revising. =s
THIS IS SO NOT HAPPENING.my motivation my motivation my motivation.where is it???
Every Monday before my Jap lesson, I have small chocolate snacks for dinner. Cuz then there's no need to stay at a table and eat all alone by yourself.
And recently, I've been sinning by taking a piece off my 10-piece box of Prestige chocolates daily.
My head doesn't hit the pillow till my clock chimes 1 in the morning.
My friends are sniffing. Cough drops and Strepsils are our main staple of sweets now.
I woke up, chilled to the bone in the middle of the night, to find all my pillows and blankets strewn all over the floor.
....little wonder why I'm having bloodshot eyes, a runny nose, and a mild headache.
=s
Anna Nalick's BREATHE is on repeat mode on my player.
I especially like "Oh my god it's so beautiful when the boy smiles" =)
Don't ask me why, I haven't got an answer to that.
My parents brought me out to Cafe Cartel for dinner today. Smackinlicious.
And, I saw Zhuang lao shi who previously taught me in primary school, and an old friend from my primary school too. If you'd know me well, it wouldn't be surprising that I didn't even go say "hi" =s
I guess I'm thta bit unfriendly sometimes. I told Baoyi about it. She asked me to try nodding my head at that someone. But, uh, I think it'd be weird.
Nevermind about that.
Sunglasses. I don't know what I'll do with it. I'm thinking it'll come in handy for town-ing, but school...? Um, probably not. Probably will sometime, just not now, I think.
Yes, so I do miss something, someone. Was it the company, or is it the person? I'm unsure of it myself too. But either way, nothing will work out. So I really should stop, like just stop this whole nonsense and concentrate on something more realistic and practical.
Shopping anyone? I know the majors are nearing, it's so not the right time to go hunt for shoes and shorts. Should I just do shopping by myself?
I've like had it up to HERE.
Bugged by something almost non-existent. I don't know what it is. I just can't seem to let go of whatever I'm bottling inside.
Snap out of it, stupid grouchy donkey.
~neigh~
Where is that push when you need it?
I'm starting to get stagnant and just stuck, somewhere.
I need that
extra something.Get me moving...someone...something...ANYTHING...
I'M GETTING REALLY SCARED,
SCARED.
The day went well today. Despite last minute preparation for storytelling, I'm proud to say we did well. At least some found our video funny, so success! Haha, the 9+ hours spent yesterday haven't gone down the drain. =D
Jap finals today. Though I didn't exactly prep myself for it, considering how I only opened my books at 12 + last night, it wasn't all THAT bad. Ok, can't say the same for my written and listening, but for one, I know I did pretty OKAY with the speaking part of the final.
We were to be paired up, our fates hanging on our choice of chopsticks. Coincidentally, I got paired up with this guy whom Yoko always mix me up with, because our names are somewhat similar. He's like 180+ I think, VERY tall. Looking up at him to talk got a little tiring. Haha.
Many thanks, because he helped "gave" me intensive revision before our turn came (we were the last pair for the day). It went on smoothly!
SO I'M HAPPY =)
TODAY.
