Wednesday, January 26, 2005

do you think those curses set for those love chain letters actually do work...? haha~ coz' i'm one of dos lazy ones who never forward them to anyone else... :p

anyway, it's funny how people change huh? it's barely a month into 2005... and people are sorta 'morphing'...well, at least that's how i feel...

work was okay today. it's tuesday and the elderlys have their payments discounted. the conversation could go awry at times- it's not always easy to get through to them huh?

oh yeah, and god bless the old lady. one of the nicest customers i've met throughout my working life- which's just a short 2 months. she bought $111+ worth of goods only to find that her card malfunctioned. haha....anw...unlike many others before her, she didn't flare up...goody old lady. you made my day. thank you :D


Monday, January 24, 2005

maybe.... i really don't need you anymore....

went to both NP and NYP's open houses... glad i did...cuz i found NP to be better... :D their adrenalin rush was there...compared to deadpan NYP. can't deny i'm a lil' dissapointed... it didn't seem all too bad when we went there to rehearse for SYF 2 years ago...

NP's campus's so cool~ haha... maybe that's why i'm quite set on going there despite the long journey (which took us about three-quarters of an hour despite smooth traffic) so is your hair, rf, red streaks...haha :x

speaking of which...i haven't decide on what i really want to study.. accounts/ business/ mass comms...? headache~~ i fear wasting that 3 years of education...yeah, i'm really gonna think twice.

went to J8 after the open houses....and neo-maniac Linnette managed to once again, 'quan 4' me to go take neos...hah. and i look a lil' weird with contacts... (0_o")

aniwaez, i've got my pair of adidas... woohoo! and a mp3 player...which has 0 music files in it. haha. yeah....so that's about all...can strike them off my want list liaoz...but, can someone teach me how to do the striking thingy? haha~ thankiew... :D

Monday, January 17, 2005

yeah, carol...it seems just yesterday when e committee gathered to appoint the new SLs for the respective sections last year...and i had to make a big fat lie on how we were not talking about that..haha...and frankly...was too caught in a dilemma like yours on letting either of you head the section...all the advice I can give is...make a choice...but don't regret it...it may not be the best...but...yeah~ (don't know what the heck i'm talking about...i'm sure advice's rendered useless) :s

i, too, was reluctant to step down...

but...you do have to give way to the new batch of leaders and players, don't you? sure it hurts at first...at the thought that, you may not be performing in the same band anymore, and that all you've learnt these 4 years, may just well go down the drain. i'm quite certain i've lost touch...it's just NOT THERE... i'm sure most would agree...that you'd reached the peak at sec 3? somehow for me....everything just went downhill from there...it's really sad...
when i went back yesterday...i felt a lil' like an outcast.... :x mebbe the intensity of the practices we had playing American and Tales just wasn't there.... (not saying that they aren't working hard enough) i know you guys are... anw...just give it your best shot at the competitions...ya?

anw...when i was back at XM...there was this nostalgic feeling... my preferance still lies in the old cranky bandroom and that 'yin shui si yuan' fountain...XM, with it's new layout and status...just wasn't the old cozy neighbourhood school 4 years ago...

vividly remembered hiding sitting behind the marimba and vibraphone...chatting...Ms Tan's conducting...US pushing the dustbin to each other to dispose of when the section's up for duty...US putting away the instrus nicely to a corner...the chairs that always threatened to give way... the cupboard on which the pigeon-hole(s) sit....for us to put our CCA cards....the same corner where me and Fang hid away to weep when we saw Pearlin and the rest rehearsing for band grad...the door which would be locked to keep latecomers out of the band room...the timpani corner where Alvin/Pearlin and the lot did their homework during band practice...the blockout of the chimes from which i played the B flat/F for Ghost Train...(e whole band stopped and i still stoOpidly played on cuz i couldn't see Ms Tan) days when we went back late in the evening cuz we were rehearsing desperately for El.... there's just so much that i won't forget...i'd never be able to experience anything like that again...confirmed.

anw...if you've managed to come reading this far...i thank you for hearing me crap on this super long-winded entry...and roll your eyes if you must...go ahead...good day...

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

jennifer aniston and brad pitt splits?! ah!!!! my favourite golden celeb couple...they are so so compatible....(ref: michael douglas and catherine zeta-jones) :x
anw...happy birthday yeling!

Monday, January 10, 2005

a. think i must be one of the most boring people alive....my routine is so very repetitive...
but. admist the repetitive routine...i do find some sheer delight in work. especially during media declaration...with the absence of the word 'fault'....meaning to say that i've balanced my sums for the day! woohoo~

b. my clock died!!!! my favourite and prettiest clock... the irreplacable one.haiz.... @##$@$#$!!!!!!! i'll never be able to get a clock like it...cuz i've never ever seen it in anywhere in Sg! :( bought it 5 years ago in Kuching, Sarawak...during a choir trip. cus i was in need of an alarm clock back then...vividly remembered paying 19+ rupees for it,equivalent to S$9+...so darn cheap huh? and i had 3 different colours and clock faces to choose from. my first purchase done alone overseas...haha. the small clockie holds many memories for me... which is why it's still on my table top despite being 'dead'...Ms Li taught me how to set my first alarm using that clockie...i've decided to refer to my small clock as 'clockie' with affection...haha....pardon me for my insanity :D

c. i fear having to go on a diet soon...i've been having heavy meals in the wee hours at night...gorging myself having been starved at work...eyes fixed on the big black box...channel-surfing... courtesy of my sofa!!! hehe...

Saturday, January 08, 2005

come tmr (8/1), it would have been a year... time flies huh?i suppose you're doing well and all...moving on. i'm glad you didn't have to see how pathetic i looked. i wouldn't have wanted you to pity me. ya...maybe Linnette was right. you might have had done much more than i did. maybe you had thought it was all one-sided...but i'm telling you it wasn't. i just wasn't good at expressing myself. you may never get to read this...(i'm quite sure of it) and i'm quite certain you know nothing about me reading that entry of yours...haha...

that 9 months with you...had been gd. and i'm really thankful for that. from now...all that will b history...memories... it has been a rewarding experience for me. :D but...have i lost a friend in you because of that? mebbe....i don't know...wat say you?


Friday, January 07, 2005

had to d-r-a-g myself out of bed this morning. cuz i was supposed to be working 12-5 today... (note the word was) and seconds after i managed to do so. de call came. and i was like huh? haiz...so i got Linnette and Shu Bin to come over. and b4 they left...we operated our own neoprint station. boy was it tiring!stupid poses with ridiculous hairstyles...how cranky 3 silly gals get when put together....

and yeah...the chicken fillet set from KFC's great! think i'll get some more the next time...haha. anyone sponser?!? :D:D


Sunday, January 02, 2005

e entry below isn't healthy at all...so ppl who are very very guai1 kids...please DO NOT attempt to read this entry!

i can't tell how foul a mood i'm in now! StOoPid customers i get....f***!!!!! got the counter beside this aunty...who is one of my least favourite amongst all of them! *cringes*
first...i had to rescan EVERYTHING after i forgot to scan the member's card! den came this troublemaker who made me AGAIN scan EVERYTHING! it was made worse by the fact that i got 'scammed' by the second one! StOoPid!!!! gave her like 60+ pts for nth!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!! who ever gave you the right to b pissed off liddat! you're really not deserving of that right! f*** off forever from my sight...
then e UNCLE who bought e 6 packs in 1 toilet paper... unnecessary howling there la...werewolf! if one of yr stinking blood vessels burst someday...i wouldn't be very much surprised...wat's with the complaining...merely asked you to lift up the bag ma....cannot ah? or you too old to do so...are you worried you'll break your backbone...for goodness...how old are you? stOopid!!!!!!!!!!! I'm not some stinking machine you can throw your money at....buzz ofFfFfFf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok....feel much better....:D

Saturday, January 01, 2005

hello!!! here's my very first entry for 2005!!! haha~ happy new year everybody!
anw...i guess i'll miss last year...so much happened...like wat Lin told me...
grad nite...Os...mths and mths of prep work! i don't know...i guess the year just passed by and 2004 just got onto a bus of no return...
oh well....since it's e NEW YEAR...i'm like supposed to set resolutions? but...i supposed that won't be wat i'm gonna do this year! cuz i nvr seem to adhere to it! haha...setting resolutions = more pressure trying to stick to it ----> nvr getting it done! haha..
anw...i balanced the sums again! yeah! and...i HOPE to get leave for the NYP and NP open hse!!! ah.... they're having e open hse for 3 days... it would b stiOopid if i don't even get to attend any of the 3....hm....*prays hard*
haha...okok...bye~ may the year ahead be a fruitful and fulfilling one for all!!!! happy 2005!!!!! :D