It's dark outside. i think it's gonna rain. so why won't it rain?.... This brings back memories of the SARS period in 'o3, when school was out and I just stayed logged on to the comp, chatting. When the bills came, it was an outrageous one, and thereafter we decided that we should change to broadband instead. Ha... not that it made a lot of difference though. I gather that was the only time I'd stupidly spend 3/4 of a day logged on, talking to someone I barely knew. How dumb. I'm with you I'm standing on the bridge I'm waiting in the dark I thought that you'd be here by now There's nothing but the rain No footsteps on the ground I'm listening but there's no sound Isn't anyone tryin’ to find me? Won't somebody come take me home? It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life Won't you take me by the hand Take me somewhere new I don't know who you are But I... I'm with you I'm with you...mmm I'm looking for a place I'm Searching for a face Is anybody here I know? 'Cause nothing's going right And everything’s a mess And no one likes to be alone Isn't anyone tryin’ to find me? Won't somebody come take me home? It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life Won't you take me by the hand Take me somewhere new I don't know who you are But I... I'm with you I'm with you...yeah yeah oh why is everything so confusing Maybe I'm just out of my mind Yeah yeah yeah...yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life Won'tyou take me by the hand take me somewhere new I don't know who you are But I... I'm with you I'm with you... Take me by the hand Take me somewhere new I don't know who you are But I... I'm with you I'm with you Take me by the hand Take me somewhere new I don't know who you are But I... I'm with you I'm with you I'm with you... |
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I am currently doing cross-stiching and reading storybks and mags? ugh. boring stuff. anyway, I wasn't abt to blog anything today. but yeah, here I am again.. (just wth am i talking abt?!) :P not long ago, I just scared the daylights out of myself. I'd actually lost $200 worth of tickets. anw, as Carol (my great fren) said, it was 'xu jing yi chang'. (0_o") ok, I added the "yi chang" myself. this was what happened. damnz-me; believe-carol
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
omg wad tickets?
damnz...i just lost $200++ dollars worth of tickets!!! says:
erm
damnz...i just lost $200++ dollars worth of tickets!!! says:
the tickets to e sound of music musical
damnz...i just lost $200++ dollars worth of tickets!!! says:
i misplaced it at home
damnz...i just lost $200++ dollars worth of tickets!!! says:
somewhere
damnz...i just lost $200++ dollars worth of tickets!!! says:
and i cant find it!!!!!!!!!!!11
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
haha
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
relax!!!
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
sure can find de
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
slowly =)
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
at home..
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
haha
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
okok can
damnz...i just lost $200++ dollars worth of tickets!!! says:
but i haf no idea where i left it.
damnz...i just lost $200++ dollars worth of tickets!!! says:
ugh
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
la(
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
=X
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
haha
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
ehhh
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
relax
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
haha
damnz...i just lost $200++ dollars worth of tickets!!! says:
i m afriad it's in e dumps liaoz
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
wah so ex e tix
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
huh
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
no lah
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
can't be tt bad
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
ehhh
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
dun lose faith ah
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
muz find
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
eh
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
haha
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
sorry playing game now
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
haha
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
but still can chat
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
juz tt i reaply slow
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
haha
damnz...i just lost $200++ dollars worth of tickets!!! says:
i STILL CANT FIND IT!
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
LOL
RELAX!!!!!!!!!!!
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
erm
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
ask around if any1've seen it
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
=S
damnz...i just lost $200++ dollars worth of tickets!!! says:
um,
damnz...i just lost $200++ dollars worth of tickets!!! says:
there's onli my aunty me and mu grandma
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
huh
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
ehhh
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
I DUNNO ALSO
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
:9
see? my point being: this sweet fren was so encouraging, trying means and ways to make things easier. hee hee... pity she wasn't at my house. if not, things'd really be easier. :O
[yz] says:
so bored~
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
HAHA
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
update yr blog
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
:
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
haha
[yz] says:
like i've got things to blog abt
[yz] says:
haiz.
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
ehhh
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
haha
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
y not
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
like how u lsot e ticks
[yz] says:
omg
[yz] says:
that's so stoopid
[yz] says:
haha
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
and wif yr great fren;'s help motivation and encouragement
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
u fouind it back
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
haha
[yz] says:
oh
[yz] says:
yeah
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
okok not exactly
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
haha
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
=X
[yz] says:
ok.
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
LOL
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
u really gonne do tt?
-=xMsB.bElieVe ✔pErcuSsioN.rOx=- ♬ [stewpitt] fff ~✰ says:
-.-!!!
well, yeah. so I did. hee hee. pardon this entry. it probably sounds stupid to everyone except for the 2 of us. not that I care! :P anw. thanks for being such a nice fren Carol! hee hee...... |
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i thoroughly hate it, knowing that YOU've moved on... and I haven't. I'm acting dumb and stupid. I'm
ALWAYS like this... I look forward to things, stuff, events, only to find that all these aren't really what I wanted.
I hope school starts soon, then I won't have too much free time on my hands to let my mind wander...
Time's ticking away, v-e-r-y s--l--o--w--l--y... I've rested long enough...it's really been a LoOooOoOoNnNnNnnGgGggG holiday for me. I know the coconut up there (points to head) is getting soggy/mouldy. I'd never wish for it to be any worse. It's evident : my language is terribly horrendous, so is my playing. I daren't even touch the sticks now, coz' any attempt at rolling would be deemed futile. My rolling now would be on par with Yeling's first attempt, which she endearingly refers to as the sounds of an "
ice cream seller's bell" *bleahz*
Saw Martian at HG Mall the day before, with Aunty Agnus and someone else who looked like Martian's mum. He seemed sort of surprised that I was there having lunch...haha...and threw me an awkward "hello smile". I hope I didn't like scared him that day, coz' I'm quite sure I appeared aloof and unapproachable... *oops* maybe he decided that he wouldn't call me along for another part-timers' outing thereafter? lolz~
Do I have any excuses to fend for myself? Nahz~ don't think so. FYI, I didn't wish for it to be that way... anyone who's known me long enough should know- i'm like that. Now, that's a good excuse for skipping the piano workshop! I wasn't ready to have to spend 4 hours with people I didn't know... :D
But guess I can't do the same for the recital...the piece's really killing me! Scarlet from "Ayashi no Ceres"... can i opt for Tian Hei Hei by SYZ instead? (FYI: SYZ here doesn't refer to me) :)
Anyway, I know it's the hols now. Any kind hearted soul would like to make a trip down to Esplanade with me? I wouldn't want to waste the 21 bucks I paid for the premium service membership for my library card...
Happy holidays folks!
back from the part timers' outing...haha.
was supposed to be a gathering to get to know each other better, and all i got was affirm that there were 5 other guys from the groceries department besides the lone ranger at cashiers', and that one of them's called Martin (M) known better as Martian to me and fang. haha. and that was no thanks to the outing. destination: plaza singapura (2nd grp outing there for me) well, remembered my last grp outing there, we had Swensen's and everyone got to choose a flavour, for, what was it? volcano or sth of that sort. well, today was lunch at kopitiam. i had the most boring food-chicken rice *agaaiinn....* after watching Hitch. it was quite alright, except for that distraction behind at the last row who was laughing weirdly and to our horror, burping. *ugh* if he was watching the eat big or watever Mac's show that was screened last year, i would have understood. but...at a romantic comedy like this...uh uh (shakes head disapprovingly) i felt weird and uneasy the whole time today. not much of an interaction today. just plain huh? haha~ so like me~ i have this big big problem of enuciating my words clearly in front of the opp. species. wonder why... but, that won't be my main concern for now. just, what should I do for the rest of the day?
oh yeah... and we didn't take no neos today. nth for remembrance either...haha~ next outing mebbe? yeah~ fat hope... hee hee
hi people...i'm back! i
FINALLY got through!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so everything's okies now! and i am so darn
HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and another thing.....praying does help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!trust me~ i experienced it first hand! ;> gud dae........ :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
people. i'm really worried sick. i haven't submit my application and the comp died on me. i dun even know whether it got through. and now, i can't access to it. server's busy and everything. and i really
CAN DIE. why is this happening??!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!? *screams/hollers/shouts*
can someone just help me with this?!!!!!!!!!?!?!? anyone?!!!!!!???????????
ok. m lagging and i know that. yupz. results finally out after 3 whole agonising months.well, not really. but whatever. when rumours of the release first appeared, people called and msged. period of anxiety no doubt. everyone felt uneasy "just how did i do?!" , "mon or fri?!" no one knew. i remembered looking out for the front page every single day, but there was still no news...
finally, it's been confirmed. 28/2/05.
made our way back to the new site. everyone was familiar. but somewhat 'mo shen'. it's been a long time since we last met. i guess that's just how it is.
so we sat on the uninviting floor and waited. mrs tan was somewhat expressionless. just what did that mean? daren't really look at her straight in the face. paranoid that there'd be any hint of disappointment. stressed....
low ranting on abt clred hair. "if i c any one with their hair dyed next yr...i'd.." didn't u said 'next year' the same time last yr too?
anw...
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still a line-up of explainations. distribution of pamphlets/ yr bk (surprisingly veri colourful) blahz...
can't u all just hurry up? ugh. my limbs are going numb and my patience was thinning. mind was sorta whirling and i can't think straight. franc just asked mrs tan how we did n all she said was "as usual la. ' you ren huan xi you ren chou' "great. keeps fingers cross that i won't be the one 'chou-ing'
after all, i did dreamt that i got 16. and if i were normal, i wldn't consider that great.
finally QL went up. then WY. then Jade called me. 'xu jing yi chang' SY haven't take hers.
oh. then mine. *ugh* starting to feel extremely sick
i sat. signed at the wrong column cuz i didn't bring my 20 bucks. then mrs tan coolly told me, ''12''
i was like ''oh, ok'' and took my slip. but stOopid me cldn't figure how she derived at that and went back to ask. ok. confirmed-12.
so? i didn't feel happy, nor sad. why? i cldn't understand. it was weird and shocking...that i wasn't extremely elated. mebbe a tinnie-winnie bit of relief and, nth else. it was just baffling how i cried buckets upon the realisation that we got gold for syf'o3 and how i felt absolutely nth upon getting the results of one of e most important examinations in my life.
anw. so here we are. at another crossroads of our lives.(the last was during psle) and trust me, having many to choose from isn't great at all when u onli have 240+ hours to consider. and i'm worse off being indecisive. ugh. *big headache*
haiz...so lost and confused. why does it seem to me that i am always the onli one who's got the self-diagnosed severity of the LnC disease?
