Dear Santa!
Dear Santa,
I suppose I can't wish for anything fantastic and out of this world.
I might have been naughty
sometimes this year, but I think I've been good, well,
most of the time.
So maybe I shall just wish for, uh,
health and
happiness for all my loved ones.
Bickerings that wouldn't escalate to prolonged cold wars in the
family.
Friends who are
looking to find that
special someone soon; friends who are already attached to stay happy and "
oh! soinlove" :)
Good grades! (for anyone who needs it, including
yours truly).
I'll write again! That'd probably be next Christmas, since I can't think of anything else for now.
Thank you.
Luv,
yz
Yay! New blogskin. Hahaha. Hope this keeps me happy for a while so I won't have to go hunt for another soon.
Christmas is just around the corner. I've got presents lying atop my printer...cards not yet sent...
:(
Being 19's nothing great. Other than the huge bump on the head (lest someone thinks otherwise, ahem) I got as a "surprise gift", a midnight phone chat with Celia got me dreading the "big 2-0" already. But then again, I ought not be the one complaning ;)
Time to let the pics do the talking
Linn's kodak moments.
YJ & Linn
Bin - "smoked"
Amanda!
My eyes look non-existent. YJ's not in because she took this photo.
All in all, steamboat with the girls was fun. Plus, it was a birthday treat. Haha!
My brothers! I think small eyes run in the family.
Guess the pasta didn't sit too well and came out the wrong way the day after. =x
Head hurts like hell everytime I touch that bump now.
Anyone tried a blackout on their birthday? I must be one of the firsts.
Bad case of diarrhoea and vomit early in the morning just as I was about to leave for work.
I saw mushrooms in the vomit, so I'm staying away from them for a while.
After a visit to the doc's, while waiting for Mum to get lunch, I blacked out. In front of all the happy people who were at the coffeeshop enjoying their breakfast.
I'd thought I'd fallen asleep, until I awoke to all that medicated oil and fingers I had around my face. Limbs frozen, all pale. I think in short, I appeared lifeless with my eyes rolled back and all.
She later told me she thought I'd -ahem-.All in all, a freaky experience. Especially when I couldn't get all 10 fingers to stretch out straight after I woke up. It was a chilly one, and it all happened on my birthday.
But then again, I think it was one of my luckiest.
Got an xray for that big bump on my head today. Just to make sure...
what a birthday.
But then again, I suppose it's
I'm stuck at somwhere very far from home
AGAIN.=(
Boohoo.Yesterday, there was a curious sight on the train home. MANY male caucasians got onto the same train carriage that I was on. What a treat! =D Little feasts like that instantly adds cheer, especially after work.
Had a talk with Mrs Soon yesterday after dinner. It was... I don't know...
DIFFERENT? We don't do talks like that often, so I guess it felt a bit weird.I'm quite irritated by the horrible _______. Somehow, there's this 'fake-ness' about ____.
No more TWIGGY dress....OMGOMGOMG. sad. really sad.
I hope they restock quickly!!!
Went for piano yesterday and realised the exam's in FEB.
ohmigosh. can't tell you how screwed i am. scales in legato kills, much less s.t.a.c.c.a.t.o. contrary motion.
can't coordinate my limbs. can't do rests properly. can't do forte/piano properly. and up till now can't get notes and fingerings right.
no license.
i'm stuck. no progress.
not looking forward to 1712 itself because it's a Monday. =s
but I guess the days leading up till then will be good.
Don't know what I'm doing online at 1:05 A.M
A while ago, I was gushing and swooning over 2 gorgeous men whom I can only see from my TV screen.
Guys like that are good. They keep you grounded because while you can fantasize all you want about them, you know you will NEVER EVER get them. So, this
want is good, because then our image of them will remain the way they do.
Many a times, the bad and everything negative unfolds, bit by bit when the
want is fulfilled.
Ok, getting very incoherent here.
Even I am confused.
I think that means time for bed.
I feel fat.
I'm seriously contemplating Linn's suggestion to go for a dance class. HipHop sounds fun, and hopefully, some fats and weight can be exercised off.
It also struck me that life has been pretty uneventful, eversince work started. Everything feels so mechanical, so unreal.
What is life, OUTSIDE of work?
I miss playing with the team; miss intensive practices for concerts; miss hourS-long phone chats; miss cycling; a gazillion and one things I miss, the list goes on and on...
Nostalgia strikes again!
Why this feeling of emptiness? Why do I not know what I truly want? That is so pathetic...
I hate admitting this, but,
I'm lost.
Gotta deal with this. SOON.
Steph's leaving Sg, sometime today. Bon voyage and have fun there! =D
To
GET AWAY.But, nevermind about that. It will take lots for someone to even
volunteer to be my pseudobf.
-boohooThing is, while it's nice taking a short holiday (I'm still stuck at home with new meds, thanks to another trip to the doc's), I'm not quite sure what my seniors will think of a 3-day-long disappearing act. (Yes, my family doc kindly gave me another 2 days off today for giving him business)
I have very colourful meds Doc, but FYI colours don't bring cheer to my life, for now.
Aiights. Lunchtime.
Uh...................
I might need a pseudo boyfriend.
SHIT.
After all this big hoo-ha that's going on, I have a question for Mrs Soon:
Do I look like I'll remain a spinster for the rest of my life?Sheesh.
1. I'm not yet 19.
2. I'm not in a hurry to find someone.
3. I'm not ready for anything!
4. I'm definitely NOT DESPERATE!
Meds suck. Hate the panadols, the antibiotics, the icky cough mixture.
Must be all that fish briyani/nasi lemak I had the past week.
I'm starting to miss my potato chips alr.
I finally watched Enchanted! =D
I think I'll give the rest a miss.
=(
Can't wait.
Hello December :)
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