Tuesday, March 31, 2009

When exams draw near, people blog less.

I happen to be the exact opposite.

So I tried to study today, and before you start condemning me, I succeeded! But only one chapter. :x

OMG. and it killed my braincells.

ugh. super irritated. and i need to stay back in school to do 200's intro. shitshitshit sugarhoneyiceteasugarhoneyiceteasugarhoneyicetea

i need to sleep. GOODNIGHT.

Monday, March 30, 2009

15 days to first paper.

0 revision done.

Brilliant.


Thought the 2nd report was not too badly done, but seeing the look of disappointment on his face got me demoralised too. :/

Got super irritated with this group of 3 girls on the train who were giggling a little too loudly. I hate it when people play their music for all in trains and buses. One of their voices was so jarring to the ears it hurt because it sounded like she spoke through a loudspeaker.

"Yayapapaya" sounds so...uncivilised, crude. But what the hey!

MacRitchie, StevensRd, ShuangLinShi, and finally a temple in Punggol.
Tired out. But since tomb-sweeping's an annual affair, don't think we should complain too much.

First tomb-sweeping without grandpa, and we can't find our way around. Ended up going around in circles, finally coming to a dead end, before making our way back to square one where we initially thought was not correct.

Where we used to pray WITH him, we're now praying TO him. Sure feels weird.

I always wonder what kind of lives they led, and whether as descendents, we would have made decisions or do things the way they did.

Sunday, March 29, 2009


Celia turns 21!

Am glad to see Felicia and Julie. Did lots of catching up, though we appeared kinda anti social to a certain extent I guess. Haha!

Thanks to the theme of the party, I got to wear a uniform for the first time in 5 years.
Lol!


Happy birthday dear! All I've wanted to say, I crammed it all in my "love letter" :) I hope you enjoyed yourself!

Saturday, March 28, 2009

200 report. 203 report. 111 resume. REVISION REVISION REVISION.

I can't find it! :(

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Of oranges, aunties and goals (perhaps the lack of it)

Ran errands for grandma on my way home.
10 oranges, and 2 packets of vegetarian charsiew buns.

There was only 1 packet of buns, and the oranges didn't look very 'nice'. So I only grabbed 6 of those I think made the cut.
But when queuing at the cashier's, I saw many many aunties with very nice oranges! The whole time I wondered where they got it, but went ahead with making payment.
On my way out, I walked past the crate from where I picked my oranges, and I saw that there were more! So I proceeded to pick 4 more, and while I fret over the many dents I saw of those that remained, one of the workers told me there were more at the other end. =.=

I must have been blind! I DID walk to that same spot earlier on but didn't see any oranges! NOW I see them...
I felt stupid but nonetheless comforted that at least 4 of the oranges would be 'flawless'- sans the dents and all the what-nots. (because there were really lots more to choose from!)
But to my dismay, I couldn't find any. :(
I think the aunties took all the good ones =x

Anyway, for the past 2 hours or so, I've been scouring through websites after websites for job applications for my resume-writing assignment. It's tough.
I realised then, I have no clear goals. Talk about self-knowledge and identity...
Diversity is a double-edged sword.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

It rained so heavily today the umbrella was of no use at all.
Wetwetwet.

The lecture theatre was empty, save for a handful others and the lecturer. No Ad, no sms.
No wonder people lunch alone, dine alone, study alone. And I look ahead at the big group seated in front.

I did a quick comparison and realised, it was really quiet over at my end as opposed to theirs. Someone else sat at the same row where I was and she was alone too. Perhaps it did make both of us feel less alone this way...?

But hey! I instantly felt better on my way out of school, because I met HY at the busstop. Haha!
She never fails to crack me up. :)
Met Stephie! and HL for lunch before we went to hunt for presents.

Quick one done with Celia's (can't wait for Sat!!!) and had a little problem with someone else's. Haha. Finally settled on something nice and durable (and we hope, handy) (:

Feel like eating ice-cream!

Sunday, March 22, 2009

a snip- that's it. =/ shits.

glad to know I'll be able to see friends I haven't meet in a long time. :)

randoms: i love wedding pics!

I wanted to be a singer/ an actress/ an artist/ a professoinal percussionist, pianist/ a teacher/ a wedding planner/ a wedding photographer/ an accountant, auditor, partner....

I want to go see Fuji mountain again/ go Disney again/ go Switzerland, Canada, London, Britain, Amsterdam, France...

So why is it that I'm everywhere yet nowhere?

Seeing people turn 21 always makes me reflect; and it's sad that I don't seem to know what I'm doing. I hope this is only temporary.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Changed my blogskin because there was a problem with the layout.

I passed my quizzes- phew!
I guess that's a little motivation to study for the upcoming exams!

Study YZ! STUDYSTUDYSTUDY!

Tuesday, March 17, 2009


šĦų Ĵüåŋ aka Łұŋėŧŧė says:
that's why i'll always love u guys
šĦų Ĵüåŋ aka Łұŋėŧŧė says:
best of the best
misses!
because they will always be the ones I can count on.

Sunday, March 15, 2009


HP203 horror. Head's bursting.

When suggestions are not in line with actions, what is that?

I don't know if you realised - I'm just slightly pissed.
But it's probably my fault anyway; I don't seem to know my stuff. :(

Since when...?

Would really appreciate if I'm duly rewarded/complimented for what I've done.
Not to get one whole MS word doc thrown back all highlighted with (imo), harsh comments?

Too weak/sensitive?
Just feeling undermined.

:( not happy at all.

Friday, March 13, 2009

Goodbyes are hard.

I'll miss everyone! Sops, friends, EVERYONE!

:( upset.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009


The concert was a blast, especially the second half! The crowd cheered, and I reallyreallyreally loved being on the stage that night :))
It was an entirely new experience to dance and sing on the same stage where I played.
I WILL MISS CHOIR. (yesyes, despite complaining and grumbling time to time, haha)
"我不想讓這一切結束消失。"
A big THANK YOU to all who came to support, and everyone else who made it possible!

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

I want this week to be over in a jiffy! All this crap.

Quizzes so far were not very manageable.
The school made the headlines.
The tutor seemed to be directing it all at my group today - so no, we aren't very pleased. Groupmate suggested colluding to shade the "Very Much Disagree" options on the OMR sheet should there be a tutor evaluation.
I'm getting on average, 3 hours plus of sleep every night. (totally not fun)

Can't concentrate one bit.

I miss my girls. :(