Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Baking at WM's today.

Journey to and fro took about 2 hours in total because it's like I-don't-know-how-many mrt stations away.
His room was nice and cosy. We were all in awe when we first stepped into his room, which was vastly different from the living room and the house on the whole. And the computer screens were like ohmigosh.

Messed up his house baking. But luckily it turned out pretty good. Haha, so now, it's the problem of packaging it properly.
So I like ate ALOT today.

And on my way home, got caught in some drizzles here and there. And now I'm not feeling too alright.

And it's like him asking after me and not HIM.
Haha. =.="
Can't really expect much can I?
It's not that I really need a guy who can "carry intellectual convo" with me (as Linn put it), just, well, not really intellectual per say, but just, I don't know... I think I'll know when I come across such people again. Haha, but past encounters were better, up till now.
And as my aunt always say, when you girls choose, don't forget that the guys also choose you. Haha, so are we allowed to be picky still? Maybe, just for a few more years, until I decide one day that if I am still unmarried at a particular age and henceforth face a very real possibility of becoming a spinster, then MAYBE I'll be less picky.

Haha.

friction in your jeans. when i first saw this on somone's personal msg on msn, I thought it was downright ugh. BUT! I heard it on the radio this morning. Now I know~

Monday, November 20, 2006

haircut.

printed all the darn AUDIT stuff and I don't know what to do with it now. printer's ink almost depleted.

so on Fri night, I spilt half a cup of my chocolate milk before I even put my lips to it.
The next night, I spilt it again. o_O" double whammy.

the week's been anything but easy.
up till now, I think I haven't written the correct ans down for my tutorials. damnit.

common tests around the corner.

IWILLSURVIVE.

Friday, November 17, 2006

Yesterday, msn died on me.
I couldn't send nor receive any messages.
So I signed out, and went to look for pics to spruce up my desktop wallpaper.
I'm pretty happy with my work of art ;D

So I went to brush my teeth to prepare for bed. And I saw a yicky yicky HUGE roach scurry across the kitchen.
I picked the slipper I was wearing and threw at it. Missed. Didn't want to risk being barefoot lest the roach scurry past me again. So I picked a slipper from another pair in front of the toilet, and attempted to squash it with another throw. Missed. Yet again, picked up the other slipper from the other pair and aimed.... BULL'SEYE!
Was afraid that it wouldn't die, so I wore that slipper with the roach under it and stepped on it real hard. After a few seconds of stomping on it, I left it there as it is and went to brush my teeth. Cleared the mess after I'm done brushing.

Lied on my bed, but couldn't get to sleep. It felt so warm all around, and after tossing around for about an hour, I managed to. BUT, I had this weird dream, and I woke up this morning feeling more tired than the night before.

So, I'm feeling really lethargic now, even though I haven't done anything much except killed a bit of my brain cells during MA tutorial,laughed abit too hard at some jokes, freaked myself out over the attachment stuff, got a little high along with many others watching the tutor dance.
I even fell asleep on the sofa just now.
So, that's all for now I guess.

dreams.
areneverasrealasitseem.
yet,
youcan'thelpbutholdalittletightertothosebriefmomentsofjoyandunrealfantasy.

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

15 min more and I'll go revise my Kanji.

SO i will wait for 12 min more. retarded soonie

oh ya, that was BAOYI intruding my privacy =D

hi i'm BY. people call me "by" cuz my initials say so. that was RETARDED SOONIE AGAIN.

(0_o")

nothing more to post about 10 more min...........

so yes, retards remind me of retard 1, retard 2 and retard 3.

soonie starting to poke and pull pple hair. tsk tsk-
poor bY. T.T

I REALISE U DONT TYPE WITH ALL UR FINGERS LEH

NO I TYPE WITH ALL MY FINGERS
yeah.
retarded soonie. tsk-

byee that's all!! :) we'll be ah guais and start studying kanji.
oh soonie said time not up yet. we are suppose to study at 5 30pm.

6 more min.
BYE.

Monday, November 13, 2006

So it's like....

last night, i went to sakae at compass for dinner. and i ate ALOT. think my shirt already threatened to burst at its seams. shopped around for a while. and proceeded to Mac's (which was oppo. Pizza Hut) to watch my brother at work. haha.
and at Mac's, we ate. AGAIN.
I was forced to finish the HUMONGOUS cup of iced milo, very much against my wishes. and after that, I felt that whatever I'd eaten before would come up through the throat.

packed my room a little, so it's q.u.i.t.e neat for now.
sch ends at 7 tmr. *yawns*
and at 8 the day after.
good thing wed's an early day! and fri!

and i really should go arrange for piano lessons alr. it's been nearly a month.

soit'slikeiwon'tevertell.cuzidunhaftheguts.soithinki'llwait,orjustgiveupcompletely.
maybeishlddomyselfafavourandjustletgo. thinkit'dbeeasierttway.

Saturday, November 11, 2006

it's friday!

I'm doing this post at the request of MS BREAD.

Here it goes:
Tues
REALLY FREAKED OUT over the HK proj presentation. I had no idea what the tutor really wanted, and I think our ppt sucked when we were preparing.
Went to class at ard 5.20p.m and the class was already filled. "Shit. Didn't know we had to present to the whole class.... I thought it was one group at a time to only one tutor?"
Alas, we were the last to go, and we only had to present to one other group and the tutor. This presentation was unlike any other, where we had to follow our mundane slides and the likes; cuz he was already overloaded with prior groups' ppt(s) about the facts of the places we visit, he decided to skip all the slides on the facts, and went straight to the Q and A, and kept things pretty light. The presentation ended at a little past 7p.m and I decided to skip Japanese for that day too cuz I felt a little unwell and REALLY TIRED.

Wed
After freaking out over HK proj, I still had the EAA to worry about. As expected, I screwed up this test big time; I was stupid enough not to click on the print button even though I was already on the print preview page. As a result, I think I've just forgone like 70 odd to 80 marks out of 100. -slits throat- I'm thinking....say, a PASS for this module? *prays*

Thurs
MA's horriblehorriblehorrible. It's like the evolution of COST; a meaner and more evil twin. Went for tutorial with a gazillion doubts, and I left the same room with as many doubts as I brought in.

I brought a point across to someone, or I think I did. He gets it. I'm happy. I don't know if he is, but that, I can't do anything about. But it's like....no feeling. Haha, so better not to lead him on.
Have to credit Sher on what I did. =D Hee hee...

Fri
Late for lecture AGAIN. Yes, nothing new. BUTBUTBUT. It's friday, and there ain't supposed to be a jam on Friday when I'm going to school because it ain't peak hours.
Massive jam yesterday, massive jam today. -sians-
And so I get to like practice "walk-a-sprint" climbing up to the LTs.
I think the muscles are starting to build around my legs.
Haha.

Monday, November 06, 2006

So much has happened over the week (esp starting from fri) i don't know where to start.

All I can say is, I've been greatly overwhelmed by truckloads of anxiety, fright, and a mixture of so many other feelings.

Oh, and adding to that, makeup.

Thing now is to try to finish up my tutorials; wait for another bout of "can i ____" and try to crack my skull thinking of how to answer; wait for the photos; wait and wait and wait, for something else that never will be.

Whoa!!! Tiring weekend.
VERY TIRING.