It's MY story, and it's nothing like yours.

reflection

I had ambitions, dreams.

How many left?

It scares me when people ask, "What do you want to be in the future?" and I do not have an answer to that question.

I'm VERY dependent on my family and friends around me. And still very indecisive. I still make decisions on whim at times, and I'm trying to do better on reliance.

It's hard, as if I'm starting from scratch.
I am alarmed at how inadequate I am on some matters that should be nothing new to someone my age.

Need to know I have what it takes to survive. That for the past 20 yrs, I have acquired, and given.

posted by yz @ 12:15 AM