It's MY story, and it's nothing like yours.

i actually do realise how much i don't fit into my family (paternal side)

part of me am actually glad that i don't.

it's not at all ironic, if you're in my shoes. i kinda feel outkasted, being the one who doesn't show her buttcrack. the one who don't even attempt to put foundation/eyeliner/lipstick, least of all mascara! for goodness's sake, it's only CNY, not prom! ugh~ you gals irk me at times. serious. i know i may have miss out on some cousins' bonding stuff here, but ya~ who cares. not like you or i do. maybe it's better off this way. i'm not desperately seeking for some bad influence.

and to miss p, are you sure you wouldn't mind a sugar daddy? why cheapen yourself for a old man with benz+an apartment. i think you're sick! you'd better seek help! and it's downright sinful and outrageous to call your mum shameless! have you any humanity in you? i mean, how the hell could you bring yourself to say that?

idiotic woman with a rigid mind! grow up~ you're just being selfish! stop trying to act all pitiful and all~it's not gonna work! you're really quite a thorn in the flesh...